The gym

So I found myself pushing harder today then any other day...why I don't know...perhaps it was the biggest loser episode lastnight or maybe it was just a random burst of energy, but whatever it was, it pushed me harder the normal...and at the same time had me begging myself for mercy. I should have freaking legs of steel right now. But I dont. I have lost 8lbs. YAY Me! I am on my way but really need to buckle down and stop eating bad on the weekends...it's just soooooooooo hard after eating smart ones and oatmeal and yogurt all week...Quesadillas and bud light call my name ! I am going to try this weekend to be good...we shall see..I am also VERY TEMPTED to try hydroxycut or some other diet pill just to get the first 20 off...anyone out there know of a good one? I know that this whole transformation has to be a true life change and I am getting there.....I just realllllllly need the weekends to be good to me...LOL...I am very bad with temptation. I heard a commercial this morning on the radio for the Burger king 1$ hamburger and actually found myself looking for one..AHHH!!!! Bad Meghan! It's smart one lasagna and diet pepsi for lunch..oh goody.