Update...or some form of it!

So, I joined a gym. Yes I gave in to the skinny people. I want to be one of them. Very badly. I would also like to be a mother at some point in my life, and not just to four  legged creatures, but an actual human child and apparently with PCOS, some women get pregnant when they lose weight...I am thinking someone may be onto something here, because my dr. did tell me if I lost 20 lbs, she thinks Id get preggo all on my own, considereing there were no technical difficulties with my hubby of 4 years. Speaking of how long we have been married, I had a guy ask me Friday night if I had children, when I said no, he said you've been married for four years and don't have kids, what's wrong with you? Um...wtf? Did he seriously just ask me that? So I said, I can't. He offered no apology whatsoever and went onto say, well I think right after you get married you should have kids...really? Well Im glad that worked out for you you 22 year old nitwit who doesn't even live with baby momma but is still married to her...UGH! What a frustrating young man. So anywho, I started 7 AM workouts Monday, and it's only Tuesday, but I am exhausted. I fell asleep at 8:15 lastnight..ugh. Thankgoodness for DVR, I can just watch what I missed...

Family update: My husband's grandmother has ovarian cancer, and it's scary how unseriously my husband and his brother are taking this. This is no form of denial, but yet I think a conditioning from their pill popping mother who seems to always have something wrong with her, yet is still alive. Her surgery is Wednesday November 11th, and when dramainlaw called to tell me, she said I want the boys there, oh and you girls too.
Well, I am so glad she could find room in her heart to allow myself and babymama to be there. I ofcourse knew the reprocussion I would face telling her hubby can't be there. He has jury duty two days later and there is NO WAY he can be off work for both, so he doesn't really have a choice but to attend jury duty.
I ofcourse will be there, because I love to keep babymama entertained with my pokes at dramainlaw, it's fun.
One thing I CANNOT stand about dramainlaw is how she always gets annoyed with her mother in law, but now, guess who is all sulky...yup..dramainlaw....she told my hubby's uncle and his wife not to take grannyinlaw on vaca, and thankgoodness aunt sweety stands up for herself, she said I think we will have a great time. WOOHOO!!! You go aunt sweety (btw, not her real name). So that's that. We won't know anything until they go in to do the surgery, if it's attached to her colon, then it will be really bad. But I feel bad for granny in law...she's not clear on what chemo is, she asked aunt sweety if they would put that in her when she was in surgery. Poor lady, she really has NO IDEA what's coming. This is tough for me, she is one of my Texas grandma's. I only see my other grandparents when they come down and try to call my grandma spann and grandma Fran on a weekly, if not bi weekly basis...which reminds me, my grandma spann made me a Christmas tree skirt...I will have to take a pic and post it. I love it, mostly because she made it and was excited for me to get it. I treasure my Texas family. Well, except dramainlaw sometimes. But, it's nice to have a big family together on turkey day and christmas. It reminds me of St.Louis Christmas' with my cousins.

Friend update: A close friend of ours...Randal, died on September 19th, COMPLETELY unexpectedly, we even had plans that night to go out for my birthday. This was devastating, he was such an important person in my husband's life as well as mine
and he is truly missed. His wife is one of my VERY best friends, and it's heartbreaking
not to be able to take her tears or sadness away. Those two were truly starcrossed lovers. They loved one another more then words can say, and you could see it each time they were together. The saddest part is that she never got to have children with
the love of her life. I know there is a reason for everything, but this is so confusing as to what this reason is. They still don't know what the cause of death is...no heart attack, no brain annurism...he was fine 30 minutes before she got home from the gym, that's the last time she talked to him and then just like that, gone. So sad.


I got a new job. Yay. Derek still needs a new one...he absolutely hates his!

Well, that's all for now! I promise I will update more frequently..I am seriously going to try everyday!

<--the current loves of my life until I have my own.