ahhhhh

So, I have never, ever, ever been able to take one day at a time. There is no way I am programmed for that...but I guess the big man upstairs got frustrated with that and is trying to teach me differently...I got laid off today from my job. I'm honestly only upset because of the financial stability. I wanted to be somewhere else. My aunt sweety was so relieved when I told her, she had been telling me that if God doesn't want me to be somewhere, he will make it difficult to be successful...well I guess he didn't want me there. I have to start looking for a job on Monday...oh joy. I'm trying to keep my head up and financially take it one day at a time. I'm destined to do better with my life than I had been and I think this is the first step...